Monday, July 31, 2006

dance practices are CRAZY.

hehe, ill be back to blog more soon. im just crazy tired.

Thursday, July 27, 2006

i dont UNDERSTAND you.

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

On a bright, sunny day, the birds were chirping, flowers were blooming, the grass ever so green, the sun shIM IN FREAKIN JAKARTA BABY!

heeheee. im happy. =D

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

leaving today for jakarta..

and im EXCiTED!

Sunday, July 23, 2006

why does today feel so utterly DEPRESSING?

i havent seen a hint of sunshine since waking up early this morning. its been raining, break, raining, break.

everyone's mood seems to be reflecting the weather...except for my little talkative four year old cousin. who seems to love rubbing noses with me. aww ill miss the little guy; he's such a smartass for a four year old.

anyway, back to the everyone's mood. my mom got pissed at the maid because of how she cooked beefsteak. does it really matter? just eat the damn thing.
my dad's hung up on his work.
my little sister was a brat.
my older sister seems to be as sane as i am. and noticed that the house was so quiet.

well michael's finally here. but i havent seen him yet, can't wait til i do get to see him cuz he'l probably turn this house around and "shake off all the negativitiy". (who knows where on earth i got that from)

i think ill go and try to drag my parents out of the house.

Saturday, July 22, 2006

Nelly Furtado's cd is the shit. i lurve it. =)

along with Paramore, Head Automatica, Lostprophets. =) [these were just the CDs i bought in the States. hehe.

my family is a bunch of lazy asses.

i cant wait to get out of here.

so I said goodbye to Nadine today.

how did I feel?


like I was just saying, 'see you later'.


it didnt feel like a goodbye. it didnt come close. I started thinking I was completely insensitive because, well, when I get back to Jakarta, I'm not going to see her anymore. and all I did was give her a hug. it was confusing for me. I hate the fact that I wont see her anymore.

but still I feel like I'll just be 'seeing her later'.

I guess the hardest goodbye I had to make was saying goodbye to Mike. and now that I've seen him so many times.. and I've gotten that hard goodbye out of the way..I'm so certain that I'll still be able to see these people. because I know its possible.

I guess what makes goodbyes so hard is the printed possibility that you'll never see the person again.

but you know what... never say never.



so I hope I get to see her again. cuz I loved her like a sister.

i stole this from christina. =D bored. =)

10 YEARS AGO
How old were you?: 5 yrs old.
What school year were you in?: uh.kindergarden. hehe.
Where did you go to school?: a lil place called Pinocchio. unless i moved to BIS already. one of those.
Where did you work?: i worked in the sandbox. =D
Where did you live?: Jakarta, Indonesia
Where did you hang out?: um. at home, my friends' houses =)
What was your hair style?: i believe it was long and curly. =D
Did you wear braces?: nope
Did you wear glasses?: nope
Who was your best friend?: i think katricia? or somebody from BIS? or who knows. haha i cant think back that far.
Who was your boyfriend/girlfriend?: no one i believe.
Who was your celebrity crush?: oh my i don't remember. maybe someone from Power Rangers? haha!
Who was your regular-person crush?: i think my neighboor named Chaz. or something like that. if im thinking of the right time!
How many piercings did you have?: two i think, my ears.
How many tattoos did you have?: i had 50. one here, one there, one everywhere. just keedeeng!
What was your favorite band?: oh my i really dont remember! haha. probably Spice Girls as well! haha! && maybe Backstreet Boys, dont remember when exactly they came out.
What was your biggest fear?: there was a point where i was kinda scared of escalators, and I was scared of crowded places -- fear of getting lost =P
Had you smoked a cigarette yet?: oh dear God no.
Had you gotten drunk or high yet?: hahaha! yes when i was 5. PPSH.
Had you driven yet?: nope! maybe while sitting on my dad's lap and playing with the steering wheel. =P
Had you had sex yet?: hahahaha!
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5 YEARS AGO

How old were you?: 10 yrs. old
What school year were you in?: i believe i was in grade 5.
Where did you go to school?: Jakarta International School
Where did you work?: nowhere my dear.
Where did you live?: Jakarta, Indonesia
Where did you hang out?: malls and friends' houses.
What was your hair style? in the beginning 'twas very short, then i grew it and straightened it. =D
Did you wear braces?: nope
Did you wear glasses?: yup
Who was your best friend?: Daniella && Natalie
Who was your boyfriend/girlfriend?: Brandon! haha!
Who was your celebrity crush?: i can't remember! =P
Who was your regular-person crush?: beginning it was Jeffrey. then obviously Brandon! haha.
How many piercings did you have?: i think i only had two.
How many tattoos did you have?: 50. just kidding.
What was your favorite band?: SNAP...i cant remember!!
What was your biggest fear?: hmm. maybe..those ghost stories? haha i have no idea.
Had you smoked a cigarette yet?: nope
Had you gotten drunk/high yet?: nope
Had you driven yet?: nope!
Had you had sex yet?: noooo.

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HA HA HA!!! LETS SEE WHERE YOU ARE NOW !!!!!
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How old are you?: 15 going on 16 in October =D
What school year are you in?: going into Sophomore Year...grade 10.
What school do you go to?: Jakarta International School
Where did you work?: nowhere. hehehehe.
Where do you live?: Jakarta Indonesia
Where do you hang out?: everywhere. haha!
What is your hair style now?: shoulder length, bangs.
Do you wear braces?: nope
Do you wear glasses?: well, i wear contacts.
Who is your best friend?: Michael!...followed by Jan. haha.
Who is your boyfriend/girlfriend?: Karl Anthony =D
Who is your celebrity crush?: Brandon Routh. He's my husband. I'm telling you.
Who is your regular-person crush?: Karl Anthony =D. dumbnut.
How many piercings do you have?: 2 =) [i actually went from two to three to ten and then back to two. all ears. =D]
How many tattoos?: none =D
What is your favorite band?: too many to name just one
What is your biggest fear?: death.
Have you smoked a cigarette yet?: unfortunately. just once though.
Have you gotten drunk or high yet?: yes. drunk, not high.
Had you driven yet?: nope. my freakin dad wont let me (?!)
Have you had sex yet?: nope and im PROUD OF IT. =D no PMS for me. =)

that kinda took a while. oh well! =D

Friday, July 21, 2006

i'm really bad at this. hahahah. and im effin new with blogger meng. im not gna get any. lolll. owellz! just a shot. =P

THE RULIES
If you comment on this post, I will...
1. Respond with something random about you.
2. Challenge you to try something.
3. Pick a color that I associate with you.
4. Tell you something I like about you.
5. Tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. Tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. Ask you something I've always wanted to ask you.
8. Pick a song that reminds me of you.

You then must post the same meme and my response in your blog.


what my dear Justine said about yours truly:

1. RANDOM
Gaahh I haven't see you since October last year I wanna see you already!!
hahaha i know! IM COMING BACK SOON!

2. CHALLENGE
Let's go out when you get back! Haha is it a challenge? Nyehehe
oh yeah thats definitely a challenge. pwahahah

3. COLOR
Red, because your foxxaay
hahah and purple because you're....well ur last page was purple. it just reminds me of you. hahaha!

4. LIKE
I love yah girl! Everything, especially the dancing part.. I mean hello? We've been friends since forever!!
haha oh good times with the dancing for kfc/yfc whatever. hahah woot

5. FIRST MEMORY
KFC of course! We were still kiddos at that time. But the greatest memory wa s about 6 or 7 years ago? When we were in Kinasih and I slept in your room, woke up at 6 in the morning and jumped straight to the pool! Haha remember that? I can never forget that!
oh my. the BEST. gotta love the cold ass pool! up in the mountains!

6. ANIMAL
Shih tzu! Because of MOCCA. How's he/she? (I forgot haha)
my mom is making mocha turn GAY. pwahah. poor guy. with all the lil clips in his hair.

7. QUESTION
When are we going out and get crazy again??? I miss the EX times!
haha im still figuring out what to do for my birthday! HELP!

8. SONG
Justin Timberlake - Like I Love You
The first song you taught me how to do the cripwalk. Woohoo!!
ohhh the crip walk. hahahah that was all DIANA! =P

thank you dearie. =P

ooohhh the movie that reminded me so much of the time i got egged.

i just saw the old classic, and well... that's a lotta weed && beer. hahaha. but its a cool movie. =)

freshmen initiations by the seniors.. now that's a classic.






funny shit.

wide awake in the wee hours of the morning.

i think i first woke up at 3am. i was getting uber annoyed with my retainers so i took them off. tried to sleep a little longer. when i finally think ive slept long enough, ive only slept about 30 mins. or an hour. who knows. so ive been waking up, sleeping, waking up, sleeping. no thorough sleep.

how freakin` annoying.

so i turn over. and turns out. my big sister's awake too. so we're both laughing at how we've been waking up, sleeping, waking up, sleeping. we decide we're hungry. sooo we go downstairs, find my little sister awake as well. soo we go down to the kitchen. food's not ready yet [this is 6am here.] soo we watch high school musical [my little sister was watching it! haha] so we watch it, eat breakfast with tita lolit, then go back to watching. and noww...

im here. hayyy. i hope my jetlag's over soon.

Thursday, July 20, 2006

i had no idea that nadine was coming here today and was going to sleep at my house. haha. so yeah shes here, we went out to dinner at alabang town, aaand..yup she's here til saturday i think.

HALLELUIA.

i thought she was gna go to Jeddah without saying goodbye to me! hahah.


im going to sleep. im still tired. hayyyy.

yeah yeah. we all know you secretly wanted to watch High School Musical the day Disney Channel showed it. Some got pissed [like yours truly] because we missed it. Twice.

hahahaha. its a cute movie. zac efron's pretty darn good looking as well. hehehehe.


i think ima go watch it now.



i miss my boy like crazy. just a few more days...a few more days....these days are going SLOW!

im bored, its thursday, ive got five more days to go with trips to the dentist, trying to get back to normal sleeping habits, meeting up with mike again, shisha with mike [maybe who knows.] && maybe kevin d, and...omigod u have no idea how excited im going to be to get back.

okay short post, im doing the GLF Journal. kinda interesting.

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

my God what the HELL IS UP?!

just some pictures. =)

1. Would you marry for money?
+ sure hope not. =P

2. Have you had braces?
+ yepp

3. Could you live without a computer?
+ as bad as it sounds, i doubt it. =P

4.If you could live in any past time period where would it be?
+ hmm. maybe the 70's. for no apparent reason. =P

5. Do you drink enough water?
+ i guess so

6.Do you wear shoes in the house or take em off?
+ take em off...

7.What are your favorite fruits?
+ CHERRIES [the real ones, not the crappy ones on your cocktails], mango, cantaloupe, a lot.

8. What is your favorite place to visit?
+ boracay =D

9. Are you photogenic?
+ nope. i have one decent picture out 10 takes.

10. Do you dream in color or black and white?
+ color i believe. =P

11.Why do you take surveys?
+ because i have to stay awake.

12. Do you drink alcohol?
+ yeah but not at the moment..bad experience. hehe.

13. What is the most beautiful language?
+ agreeing with justine, frenchh. =D

14. Do you like being kissed when you are asleep?
+ haha sure why not? although id rather have it if my mouth isnt wide open. =P

15. Do you like sunrises or sunsets the most?
+ whichever really, they're both gorgeous. =)

16. Do you want to live to be 100?
+ if im having a great time with my life, then of course.

17. Is a flat stomach important to you?
+ actually yes.

19.When you watch movies at home, do you like the lights switched on or off?
+ off =D

20. Do you believe in magic?
+ no i guess not.. but its fun to believe in it. hehe.

22. Do you like to watch cartoons?
+ some

23. At what age did you find out that Santa Claus is fake?
+ i dont remember..haha..caught my father telling someone that the gift id gotten from santa, he got from manila. aww

24. Do you write poetry?
+ nope..im extremely bad at it. =D

25. Do you snore?
+ i dont think so...i talk. haha

26. you sleep more on your back, front,or sides?
+ i think more on sides and back.

27. Would you rather have a poodle or a rottweiler?
+ SHIH TZU.

28. Are you basically a happy person?
+ sure =)

29.Are you tired?
+ unbelievably.

30. Did you drink anything with caffeine in it today?
+ nope..just water.

32. How many phones do you have in your house?
+ four fones.. landlines. hehe

33. Do you get along with your parents?
+ i guess at the moment..not all the time

34. Do u smoke?
+ no...

36. Do you like/love anyone now?
+ heheheh yes i do =)

37. What will you do if you're sad?
+ talk to my boyfriend..

38. What do you need most now?
+ to SEE HIM!

39. What song you listenin to now?
+ kaskade - it's you, it's me

40. What are you craving for now?
+ my BOY...everything to do with him.

i got this from justine's survey site. hehehe. bored eh.

im falling asleep and desperately trying to stay awake. holy crap. somebody help meeee.


i have 6 days. 6 more days. that means 34 days away from my boii.

okay i may sound a lil sad. but shush. its the separation thing that kills me. its CRAZZAYYY.

im just trying to find things to talk about. hehe. just to keep me awake.

like how i was watching drumline and the sisterhood of travelling pants. dear Lord the Sisterhood made me cry (?!) suprisingly.

a lil confession... the only movie that really really made me cry was A Walk to Remember. ahahaha cheesy i know. but it was so sickeningly sweet && sad. i havent seen I Am Sam though. i would love to see that and cry. heehee. i have the urge to watch old movies. not old old movies..but you know, movies of our time. heehee. i would like to see the old power rangers as well. oh shut up, guilty pleasure and you know it.

hmm...so i hear there are about 8 dances in GK? wow.. thats a lot. haha. but i cant wait. something to always look forward to in the beginning of the school year. =)

okay i gotta go pee. ta ta. [how irritating.]

i really am jetlag. ngaahhh. i slept past 3am last night and woke up at 8am. dear gawd. hopefully i can make it through the day without falling asleep though...i dont think thats possible.

i woke up today thinking that i would be the only one up.. my dad was going upstairs after breakfast, my lil sister was watching tv, my sister was upstairs..awake, and i woke up to the smell of hotdogs. tender juicy. FAVE. hahah

so i guess all i can do now is recap huh? well lets start from the very first day i guess...maybe ill only do canada for now.

as soon as we got to detroit, we find out that our flight to newark, new jersey was cancelled. which, in a way, was good because then we wouldn't have to go all the way down to newark and back up to toronto rather than just going straight to toronto. so we went to the rebooking phones, and we were able to get a flight to toronto direct. i had a *feeling* our bags wouldnt get to toronto with us. *haaayyyyy*

so we get to toronto 4 hours earlier than expected, and unfortunately, our bags didn't come to us afterall. so the Northwest people told us that our bags would be delivered to the hotel. so tito Jimmy, who we hadnt seen for about four years now picked us up from the airport. rather than taking us straight to the hotel because we were still quite jet lagged, he took us to his house and there i saw krisel and bryan. oh and nathan too. it was GREAT seeing them. =) i have pictures, but im way too lazy to get them and post them. heheh. besides, macintosh just does not work with me.

so we had dinner and then tito jimmy took us to our hotel downtown and i was quite smart before leaving. i had an extra shirt and *ahem* my boyfriend's boxers *i use them as pjs. heehee* in my backpack, so while the rest of my family was waiting for our estranged bags, i was showered up, dressed and in bed. asleep. hehehe.

so the next day..oh wow i forgot what we did. oh yes. my mom's cousin picked us up from the hotel and we walked to the CN tower, a tall ass tower, where we went up to the top [well not the very top, long ass line for that] but it was cool kuz there was one part of the tower where we can step on the glass floor. i was the only one in my family man enough uhh..woman enough to step on it immediately, lay down on it, tried to take pix but was not too successfull, but yeah it was cool.

afterwards, we ate at subway. heehee. then we met up with tita rose, krisel and nathan and went on the double decker tourbus ride thing, then rode a boat, got great pix, then afterwardss... i THINK it was the barbecue? yup i believe it was the bbq at the nagallo's, it was pretty kool except i kept falling asleep. and bryan took my fone and took pictures of a pepsi bottle(?) but yeah was stil jetlagged so i wasnt too awake yet. hehe.

the next day we went to the niagara falls. awesome view. went on the maid of the mist right up to the falls, got our morning shower, ate at hardrock, then went on a helicopter ride, got to sit right next to the filipino pilot who gave us 2 people free and 5 people 50% off on the ride, anddd. yeah. afterwards, had dinner with my mom's cousin and her family. then we saw kuya ian. and i believe that this was the day of my baby's birthday, so i called him up. =)

the next day we decided it would just all be shopping. we went to the mall a block away from our hotel, then walked down this road that had great great shops. was just pissed cuz we only had a day to go to those shops. haha. cuz the next day....

off to maryland.

what did we do in maryland?

shop..

then the next day..shop some more..

then after that.. shop some more..

haha then sometime in there we saw the Reduced Shakespeare Company whom i think is HILARIOUS.

we had a day where we just rested. although i was disappointed because i dont think i got to shop as much as i couldve *im only allowed to shop in the summer. during the entire year i only shop for the things i really need, like new jeans because my old ones dont fit or are worn out. but full out shopping -- only allowed in the summer* but yeah it was all good.

on our last night there, i baked! it was fun. haha. i wanta bake some more. =)

so thats the end of the states part of my summer.

this blog is really for Mike's benefit

ahaha so i shall go and take a shower now. sigh.

...






I WANT MY BOYFRIEND!!!!!

im baaack..in manila. and i duno if im jet lag or not, but i am awake at 2:45AM so that might..be the answer. dammit. i dont wna be jetlag!

so i hear GK's starting up already, training and crap [what im in need of because..well.. *looks down at body* EEEEK.

ok i cant be bothered to post, i may be awake but im tired. the Manila airport's got to CHANGE!

Monday, July 17, 2006

so in exactly 12 hours, ill be on a plane on the way to detroit, then a long long flight which i am dreading at the moment to nagoya, japan..then four more hours to manila.

then i wait one whole week...where i can recover from jet lag...and then i go home to my baby. =)

so what did i do this entire time? well i got to catch up on a lost best friend in toronto, canada. as well as getting a shower at the niagara falls, on the famous maid of the mist. i also got to go on my first helicopter ride, right next to the filipino pilot [represent. pwahaha] and i did get a lil..sick after. just a lil. hehehe. and then to maryland, where all we did was shop. i did get tired of it though. haha. but to tell u the truth, the shopping disappointed me [before anyone gets judgemental, im not allowed to shop the entire year until the summer, and sometimes maybe a little bit in december. so i kinda stock up all my energy for shopping for the summer. =P]. but nonetheless, it was fun.

but of course..who did i miss but my boyfriend? i cant stay away from him this long. its so effin HARD! shiiit.

i miss him like crazzyyy.

still fixing up this layout so it comes to my liking.. but ill be posting blogs soon. =D

i miss my husband.

just a new blog. for a change.